things change. This time last year, I am sure all I cared about was getting a guy to notice me when all hope was long lost. This time, its different. Call my ideas outdated, but since when is living not enough? This year I made mistakes. And I mean mistakes. Regrets. I became worldly and lost myself. I became someone who I wasn't. I lost me. And its hard to get back. Do I really do what I do because I like it or pseudo me likes it?

I am a Christian. Have no doubt.
Maybe that is one basic fact that didn't change. But it did.