I'm tired and every room that is in my house is filled with people. I guess i should look on the bright side at the fact that all of my family is here and i have gained the coolest set of grandparents in the world through this weekend, but it is kind of hard when i have not slept for a while and my privacy has been invaded. The Porters are here and Sam might get to come to Vertical but then he will just hang out with all of the girls. To me, relationships are not that important right now. I guess I am just seeing that people aren't all that great. God has something planned for my life and he has the perfect person who will complete me. And I don't want to go and choose a guy for myself who does not complete me. If God has something planned, no amount of time or miles will be able to tear that apart. He has promised and every one of his promises is yes and amen. It is all a matter of trust from here on out. I guess I am just seeing how fickle and incomplete every single relationship is around me. There is ________and ________, ________ and __________, and _______ and ________. All of which stemmed out of relationships that ended last month. How many relationships have changed right on schedule and a few relationships i didn't expect to change. And I know God doesn't have that planned for me, he has better and I'm a teenager who personally wants better.