We did it! My mom is officially married, and we did it! It was beautiful, absolutely beautiful. I just loved it and so did my mom. She looked beautiful and I am told that I did too. Which is a rare occasion when I am told that I am beautiful. I figure I should dress like that more often. Besides the wedding itself, the weekend was whack. I mean seriously whack. We couldn't go to the Switchfoot concert and that was lame but most of it lay in a frog. I am not even joking. It was pretty lame. You know how you get your hopes up so much only to be let down. Its like the knight in shining armor wasn't really that at all. He was a figment of your imagination. You start to wonder how many frogs you have to go through before the prince really appears. It is hard to determine which frogs will turn into the princes and which frogs will remain the same. I just feel like right now all I can do is see frogs. At this point, I just want to marry Jonah. That may sound bad but he is really cute and really nice and really awesome. He flirts a bit but not with everyone. I am special.

And what about friends? I mean, what is a friend? If you are interested in someone, is it okay for your friends to flirt with them, especially if they know that you are interested in this person? I say this from a completely unbiased opinion considering the fact that I am no longer interested. I'm just trying to see what God is saying. I know I am waiting for that one guy who will complete me in every way. But right now I am wondering where he is hiding? Or if there is even someone to complete me in that way. I am overwhelmed right now because I am mad.

I guess some highlights of the weekend were the fact that I got to see Jonah, Maddie, Kathy, and Dave and be in their presence. I love spending time with them. Plus I got to talk to Kathy and she knows I applied for an internship in Juarez and she seemed really excited so I am excited. Even on Saturday night, it was fun spending time with her even if Sam was following us around and I was exceedingly mad at him. She was so kind about everything and so kind to me even when Sam was being weird towards me. She is amazing. Plus, her husband is like amazing. I mean, that is what I want my husband to be like. Mr. Porter is amazing. And he heard that I am applying for an internship. I don't know, we will see how it all goes. Honestly, I'm not that strong.