refuse the mourning

For once, my day was hard, yet totally spectacular. my basic summarization: awesome and amazine. this whole weekend has been great. First the Corpse Bride, then fitting all of us in Manda's car, and then watching the videos of the boys as fetuses. yes, it did make me cry. In short, simply great. and then my uncles came into town because my grandpa is going to die-not so spectacular, but it is cool having all of the family in town. and then church was just great. Nick taught and it was amazine. OCC started and that is just great. already i am being recruited to present at HOPE again. that is crazy, it felt like just yesterday i was doing the same thing. I totally got to hang out with one of my FAVORITE people like all night last night at church and all day today so i'm doing just well. Steamers were really good. it is truly a die hard tradition that we must keep alive. God was quietly blessing me and it was evident to me that He was telling me that it will all get better. That these wounds will heal and that the scars will forever be a reminder of my need to depend on him completely. He is all i need. Good or bad, my lips will praise him.
until later-
sarah