I would have more easily been able to explain polynomials and greek influnces than tell you what God is trying to do in our lives. Why He puts us through tough times and He never stops molding us. For so long, I've built walls around myself in order to keep my hurt to myself and keep the pain from being known. Yet, I've found in my four walls that I'm useless. That God can't use me when I limit both Him and myself. This is all to the glory of God even when I don't feel like I have friends, and my family is going crazy, and boys are being boys. this is to his glory. and no matter what is going on, he is behind the scenes making every work for his plan.

This sickness is not unto death but to the glory of God that the Son of God may be glorified through it. -John 11:4