yep, that is the ring box. and with it, my life pretty much turns to well, I'm not sure. Pete talked about having peace, why do I not fully have it. I have this nagging feeling that this is all going to be stupid. and hard and I don't really know. I'm confused and people are so whacked. its a sad thing to come to a realization on Christmas Eve that you don't really have any friends. Friends who you can call at two in the morning. I guess its just that all my friends are coupling. there is _________ & _________, _________ & _________, and ________& _________. So where does that leave me, honestly? where do I fit into the mix. Everyone else has a significant other or at least a significant friend and on Christmas its hard to fit into that somewhere. to have my love be christ but have nothing tangible to signify that. I don't really know what to do.
-sarah
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